urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ryanoconnor ryanoconnor ryanoconnor 2007-04-23T19:20:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ryanoconnor:5010 2007-04-22T06:56:48Z 2007-04-23T19:20:54Z the morning of - let your spirit soar i guess every couple i know decided to break up in these last couple months.<br />whats with everyone breaking up and playing the game of who could care less?<br />its hard to believe everyone just got over it in a day.<br /><br />it makes my future feel hopeless how once couples break up they just go on this big fuck fest, anything they can get their hands on.<br />anything to try to send a message to the person they once had feelings for.<br />just trying to pretend how "happy" they are now that they are single.<br />did no one actually have any feelings for each other?<br /><br />throwing up those awesome away messages, talking to every girl/guy they can find on myspace hoping that their ex will see it and get jealous.<br /><br />im so over it all.<br /><br />well heres to me being the bigger man.<br />im still in love with my ex girlfriend.<br />i wont get over her in a day.<br /><br />make fun of me for feeling sad.<br />or make fun of me for not wanting to do anything but lay in my bed.<br />but a while from now, ill wake up alone, and ill realize that i loved unconditionally.<br /><br />and honestly, what more can you ask for from a kid like me.